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 THE TENDENCIES OF HAVING ANXIETY DISORDER.
uhm. hi. again. it's been months since I last blogged about my feelings, and stuff. I have my anxiety issues attacking me gain. you know how much I get depress because of this. right now, I feel like I'm about to be left behind. I don't want to be left behind. If there are things I learned about tonight, that is about me, having a fear of being left behind. and no, I'm not afraid of being alone. being alone, and being left behind are totally different story, well, in my book. anyway, the reason of this anxiety issue started on my 3rd year in College. yey. I haven't blogged anything about 3rd year life right? so... here it goes.

3rd year of College, is pretty much the busiest year. This is also the start of our majoring so... fuck. I've been trying to balance my Anime life, and Studies. and. right now, I don't fucking know anymore. I need to catch up with my grades, and what's stressing me more out is that, my friend/s doesn't need to catch up that much. and... it's just fucking sad, for me, of course. and that is also why I feel like I'm being left behind. and I hate it. a lot.

Anxiety is caused by the following.
- Friends. you know the deal.
- uhm. homesick? well, fuck it. whatever.
- slow internet connection. I mean, I don't have much to do if the internet connection is slow. how am I supposed to watch Anime? aaand, that's why I always end up worrying a lot. fuck. again.

I just hope letting this out will help me. C'mon. we all have this kind of phase in life.

"Life is a bitch, so learn how to fuck it." (too bad, I'm still a virgin. I'm innocent. how to fuck Life, please. but, if I fuck Life, wouldn't that be like having a fucked up Life, which is not good, and will stress me out more, and it might probably lead me to having anxiety disorder. oh, please, no. I don't wanna have panic attacks.)
❤ "THE TENDENCIES OF HAVING ANXIETY DISORDER." was Posted On: Tuesday, October 28, 2014 @Tuesday, October 28, 2014 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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